opening night. blah.
11:19:54 - 2000-11-18
greg backed out. yes, you jerk. on fucking opening night, "oh, i don't want to do it, it's lame." yeah. fuck you. i'm going to stay upset with you about this for a WHILE. and it meant so much to megan. you said sorry but i don't think you meant it. you let us all down. and all that shit you said the night before about me not being a friend? you were so off the charts about that, it was pathetic. but you know what? i don't even give a shit anymore.
the show lasted 4 hours. it was only supposed to take about 2 and a half or 3.
i was supposed to give sarah a ride home and i totally forgot until i woke up this morning. as of about 20 minutes ago i'm waiting for her to call me back when she wakes up so i can grovel and hopefully be forgiven for being such an ass.
the dance didn't go too smoothly near the end. but apparently the guys in the audience liked it anyway, simply because we were all wearing skimpy and/or tight tops and dancing sexy (...trying to, anyway).
i have to deal with all of this again tonight? good lord. i need an oreo. or 2. or 3. bye.