warning: not a happy entry
17:23:47 - 2000-08-23
forewarned, this isn't going to be a happy entry. sorry.
dt has made me feel both worthless and helpless today. didn't mean to, but it happened anyway. shit happens sometimes. duh.
i got my senior pictures taken. hassle to read the map to the place, hassle to find a parking spot, they were 10 minutes late and the photographer had the personality of a pencil. her assistant was nice, though. seeing as i've not been photogenic since age 5, i am not excited to see them. i just found out this morning that this little photo shoot cost $400. am i demented or does that seem a bit much? it would have been cheaper for me to have bought a polaroid camera for her, pay the gas monday to drive to niagra falls, take the photos there and then come back. "holy poop!" is the expression i would personally use.
today is perhaps the only day i've found that the sound of the ocean can't make me feel better. in fact, i feel as though a tidal wave might break over me, whatever that means.
bye.