*hack hack* deep thought *hack hack*
16:58:46 - 2001-01-08
i've been coughing like a maniac, but other than that, i'm ok. physically, anyway.
usually when i get out of school, i'm immediately happy. not today though. i actually felt better in school. had my friends around. oh, but i can't talk about my real issue. mysterious, yes? well...yeah, there i go again. sorry.
hypothetical situation: you are in a most wonderful relationship with someone you think the world of. one day, they say that they've met someone else and they like that person more than a friend...but that they want to be with you still, because they love you. how would you feel? and do they have the right to expect you to not mind? that question was probably in that stupid seventeen magazine in some form or another. here's another question, too...if that situation was to happen, would that mean that the person you're with doesn't really love you, because you've always thought that love meant only wanting one person for the rest of your life? *sigh* i don't know where these questions come from.
i am going to make my collage today, if all goes as planned. i have some ideas, so i'm kind of pumped to make it.
i love moby. especially the song "rushing." i aspire to make music like this someday.
i wish nick was online. he'd be making me laugh right now.
s'pose i'll say "ta ta" now.