*sigh*
12:52 p.m. - 2001-04-20

it used to seem so simple to me
receiving and replying
i was so young then
and felt like an adult.
now i'm an adult
and i feel lost.
i never really analyzed it
for fear of seeing
that perhaps i wasn't so wise
so honest.
so real.
now i put myself under the microscope
and cringe
because regardless how good
my intentions were and are,
i'm really just a child still,
receiving and replying
receiving and replying
receiving and replying.

lost,

me

P.S. do i know what love is?
i like to think that i do.

but then, i like to think a lot of things.

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I am: 23 years old, living in sunny CA, sassy, silly and open-minded

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