i'm sorry i'm so insecure...
4:56 p.m. - 2003-01-09
i wish i didn't over-analyze everything. i make myself feel very...out of control. do you know how hard it is to feel like you don't have control over yourself? this has to be a hormonal thing. please, let it be hormones.
well, today's been fun. mom and i went out, did errands. and i got stuff, too -- stephen king's everything's eventual, the movie signs, and macadamia nut cookies. yayyy! now i've gotta go cuz i'm going to make cheddar pennies to go along with the fish chowder mom's making.
i want another cookie...mmm.
bye!
allie