just a friend
17:44:04 - 2000-01-06
well diary...i am talking to d right now. see GS told him last night (with my consent) that i like him. i barely saw him today, and now he's online and we haven't mentioned my crush on him at all...i just asked him what he thought last night when GS told him. and he is responding...?? oh we're all nervous now...
"well...to be honest...i like you more as a friend."
well okay. he says he wants to be friends. i do too...i'm not totally torn apart right now. i'm hafta go ahead and assume this is because it hasn't quite hit me yet. he keeps saying sorry and stuff...i keep saying it's okay. because it really does feel okay. at least for now. a lot can happen when a person goes to bed and has so much on their mind that they can't fall alseep. oh boohoo al. i'm ooookayyyy