x-mas shopping...g'night!
17:26:51 - 1999-12-19
X-files will be on in half an hour. lovely.
HE's not on right now. poo.
my cold is going away slowly.
i got all my friends' christmas shopping done. i still gotta do family shopping. i'm thinking i'll just get jason and his g/f calling cards or a restaurant gift certificate. they love money, it's more helpful than thoughtful stuff i guess. my lips are so dry. i have been putting on chapstick allllll day and i think that MAYBE it's starting to work a little. ugh. i hate the effects of colds. well that's my diary entry. i'm still kinda dreamy but i'm stopping myself a little now, you know...not letting myself get all caught up in it. cuz i know if i do get too caught up in it, i may get myself hurt. but still happy happy happy. all i can do is talk to him and let him get to know me, and if he likes me, then he likes me. if he doesn't, yeah, i'll be upset but i don't think it will be as bad as last time. heehee, pray for me, k? i know you all will wish me the best because you're all nice(c: well well i'm out of things to say now so g'night everyone!