"salute you shorts" is (was?) a good show.
06:13:42 - 2000-04-14
things happen to good people. i need to accept this at some point, truly accept it. when steph died, i felt so hollow, afraid i would die, afraid those around me would die, because she'd seemed so within my reach, had i wanted to reach her. i had made judgements of this girl because of things she had done and after she died, i felt like shit and there was no way to make it up to her or myself because she was already gone. she was a friend of my brother's. i need to stop talking about this before i cry.
today is friday, it's beautiful out, blue sky. that's what is great about the early hours. everything seems so perfect and unchangeable. of course i know this to be deceptive because nearly every friggen day last week it looked like this and by 2nd period, it looked like crap. one huge cloud, rainy, windy....blech. but who cares about all that. cherish it while it lasts and all that jazz. i sound like libby now. --smacking self-- HA!
my nose is running and it is bugging me a lot but i'm not moving to get a tissue. huh. the bizarre things i do.
i have my interview today at oscar g's. and no, karie, you can't come with me(c: you can do it by yourself, don't worry. he's a cool guy. i feel kinda bad cuz i said in my application that i'd start after the 24th...but i've still got all those miscellaneous driver's ed hours. till the 4th. oops. we will found out just how nice he is then, won't we?
i should write another poem. i wrote one a few days ago. i liked it. now let's see if we can continue this goodness...
i was channel surfing yesterday and i couldn't believe my eyes when i found the cartoon network. they were showing THUNDERCATS!!!!! i began screaming with joy. that is such a great show. a few years ago, jason found a tape of a zillion episdoes and we were thrilled, we brought it upstairs and just sat in this room watching it like the devoted THUNDERCATS zombies we so truly are. i was 13 maybe, jason 17. zombies. total zombies.
there's a pile of money next to me. what i love is that it's all mine.
i wonder if i shut off my radio last night. i'd been listening to ben folds five's UBORM. i love the song *magic*. oh, btw, sarah, i got that mandy moore song you were raving about. yeah, it was pretty. you're gonna be annoyed with me, but i didn't like a chord they used in the chorus. it's so overused for love song choruses and it bugged me. so i officially don't like the chorus of that song.
on an upnote, i found a site on the net that will give you all the words that rhyme with the entry you type in. i like this site. aside from being helpful if you're in a sonnet-type mood, it's just so gosh darn fascinating. here, marvel with me.
tonight after driver's ed, i'm going over to sarah's house and the 4 of us (sarah, megan, karie and i) are going to get chinese food delivered and watch movies and hang out until whenever. coooooool. then tomorrow', i'm at at 5:30 or some insanely early hour and mom and i will be off to VT. jason will hang with us. maybe. i know what he'll say. he'll say, "hey you guys, let's go grocery shopping, i need some stuff and i'm broke." OH COULD WE JASON!? COULD WE REALLY?!?!?! at least i'll catch a couple lax games. and being away from this state, not seeing anyone i know for a while...i'll be refreshed. i'm so tired of the crap that goes on at school. people aim to hurt others. it's a goal. this is definitely not doing much for helping teens get a good rep. think we're petty and cruel and inconsiderate? well, you're right, apparently. yay. damn i sound bitter. i'm not. well, not to the extent as this entry indicates anyways. i'm a happy lady(c:
this entry is too long. if you guys have gotten down to this line then i love you.