wonderful matt...skanky(?) kevin...heartless uncle...kick-ass friends.
20:45:17 - 2001-01-21
dear diary...
it turns out matt isn't the loser i thought he was. he's actually quite wonderful and i muchly enjoyed the time i spent at work with him today. he just acts differently around kevin because he hates kevin with a burning passion. and he's worried about me, i think, because he remembers kevin saying some inappropriate things to me. i don't remember these comments but matt was standing his ground that they were, indeed, said. so, now i feel uncomfortably funky because i have to work alone with kevin on both wednesday and sunday.
also, my uncle is fucked up. uncle dick (how fitting). he actually talked to pepere in the hospital and said, "dad, you know...you should make me the executive of your will, and i promise i'll give everyone their fair share." wtf? pepere is not dead. he is going to be just FINE. so is memere, so i wonder if maybe, just MAYBE, he could stop being a selfish asshole. pepere is terrified of dying as it is. the last thing he needs to know is that the only thing his son cares about is his money.
on a lighter note, pat, matt and i kicked around stuffed animals like hacky sacs from 4-4:30. it was fun. i also stole food. i always steal food. food fiend, food fiend.
i think i have precal homework to do but i don't really care. i'd love to hang out with my friends right now, but it takes us so long to arrange plans, AND it's sunday. last night just rocked so much. blech to sundays, hehe. they wouldn't suck so bad if we had mondays off. i sound so negative and whiney right now, huh? i'll stop. i'm really not in bad spirits. i'm keeping a fairly decent attitude, considering everything that is going on around me, i think.
la la la...well, see you tomorrow, maybe.