i love being outside!
10:39 a.m. - 2003-04-30
hey everyone! i'm still at ben's. i thought i was only going to be here until sunday, but oh well, this works too! it's been perfect the past couple of days, so gorgeous outside, everyone in good moods. well, most everyone.
i've been hanging out with val, but i feel like more of a counselor than a friend, and it's annoying. we never talk about anything but her ex-boyfriend heath, the girl he is friends with/sleeping with now, and how val thinks that girl, kyla, hates her. "just go and talk to her," i advise her constantly. and she comes up with excuses. this pisses me off. if someone comes to me with a problem, and i give them a solution that's damned near guaranteed to work, they'd better friggen use it. but she seems to be one of those content-being-discontented people. and heath isn't helping, telling val that kyla does hate her. i am positive heath is lying because he doesn't want his two worlds to mesh by the two of them talking. friggen heath.
in other news, ben and i have had a great time together. we played the new zelda game a ton, and i got to play as tingle on his gameboy advance, and blow up bad guys. i RULE.
i called mrs. garofalo and got ahold of her...she hasn't gotten my resume yet because the e-mail address she gave me to send it to is one she only uses in the summer.
kevin sent me an e-mail last night saying only, "so i guess you're out of work for a while given the current status of oscar g's..." i have no idea what he's talking about, obviously, because i've been here in bangor since the sunday before last. i'm worried. i really need money and i'll be extremely upset if they closed shop without telling me that it was a possibility. surely they would have known a few weekends ago. grrr.
i finished my forgiveness project. looking back, it was definitely related to forgiveness, but i didn't come out and say that. perhaps i'll lose points because of this. it wasn't all that informative anyway. it's kind of hard when the chick you're trying to resolve an issue with through communication won't communicate. haven't gotten any letters from her in well over a month now. i had thought by doing such a project about karie might give me some peace of mind. nnnnnnope. nothing was helped or solved. she and i can only fix this if we're both willing. and she isn't willing.
i'm taking the driver's permit test today, here in bangor. i'm not totally finished with the handbook, but it's practically all common sense anyway, aside from the stats.
mom's going to see cher in concert tonight. she's really excited. the only song i've ever loved by cher is "gypsies, tramps and thieves." i guess i liked some of her newer stuff when it came out, but i don't really care for it anymore.
i hung out with sarah and megan during their easter breaks. it was awesome, i had so much fun. i hadn't seen them in a long time, especially sarah. sarah has really cool hair, by the way. and cool shoes, even though they lose a couple of points for being gold, hehe.
well, i ought to go take a shower. and eat. mmm...food. there was a barbeque here yesterday. it rocked. anyway, i said i was off, so i'd better go. toodles!!
allieoops