aw, crap!
12:04 a.m. - 2004-05-30
if i weren't so exhausted, i would be flipping out right now.
i just got e-mail from zack saying that rusty decided to stay down in virginia until he gets his own car, and that he wants to wait to go to california. last minute decision? um, yeah. just a bit. and so since he isn't going, zack may not be able to go. so ben and i are back to square one, worrying about the two of us paying rent. it's kinda like a bad dream, i wish that's all it was. you know -- one of those "it felt surreal but it seemed so possible at the same time" nightmares. *sigh*
in happy news, dad and i went to the car dealership and bought the nice '03 windstar. it's completely mine. i'm on dad's insurance until tuesday and then i've gotta get my own plan that includes benji. i went online to allstate's quick quote page and the rough estimate was $690/6 months. better than i'd feared. in fact my tips from work each week, assuming i still get at least $40/week in cali, would be enough to pay for that. i'll probably be getting a waitressing job, too. good money. we'll see, right?
i've consumed so much sugar today. blech. i'm going to go eat some chicken or bread or something. yeah, i know it's 12:30am. screw you.
exhausted and disappointed but luckier than most,
allie