CONtemplated...conTEMPlated...errr, i wish we all just spoke spanish instead
9:48 a.m. - 2004-06-18
so! it's been a while.
i've been starting to pack my stuff up. i get so excited about packing and everything thinks i'm kooky. it's just that there's been over a year of excitement building up and now the moving date is almost here.
i have so many people to visit with. i'd like to hang out with everyone from work but i guess that will depend on whether they want to plan something, because i can't plan any parties at this house and i'm certainly not going to say, "hey, let's have a party, and it'll be at brandee's place." anyway. megan, jess, karie, darcey, valerie (hmmm...), jared, jim, miranda and of course my brother. ben and i are going to be traveling maniacs once we're done work -- jared's in berwick, jim's in new york, miranda's in bangor and jason's in bar harbor. crazy. it'll be fun, though.
i'm having a hard time really believing that i won't always have this house to come back to. it's always been like a security blanket for me. i know the smell of the air and the trees and the subtle changes in the rock formations out back. almost everything has a memory attached to it. maybe i should be buying a ton of film and just start taking photographs of absolutely everything...and everyone. that's what ben's doing and i think it's a great idea.
i think i'll find a different job once i'm in CA. i don't know how much longer i can take working at starbucks. i feel kinda whiny saying that, because after all, it's one of the best jobs i've ever had. but it's just so repetitive. i need to find a job in a creative field.
DER!
a'ight, i guess that's it for now. gotta go get clean so's mommy and me and go out to lunch. toodles!!
stoked,
alliepop