ya mon
08:39:32 - 1999-12-16
diary diary diary...today's weather is so gloomy. i'm trying to not let shit get to me. my PSAT score was only 980 and i feel kinda stupid cuz the guidance counselor was taking a few, including mine, and everyone else's were amazing and mine was just "fine." how cruel is that, i ask you?! FINE?!?!! ugh. whatEVER.
in other news, he was kinda snobby to me today. now i think i annoy him. probably. gee i'm just so damn optimistic lately. smile at school, scream into the diary.
jason comes home this weekend(c: i miss him so much. i wonder if he misses me. maybe a little. he doesn't need me like i need him tho. which is sad cuz he's my only sibling, u know? i wanna be close to him but we just...aren't. oh well. bye diary!! (c: