friday night! and where am i? at the computer, no doubt!!
22:05:19 - 2000-05-19
i've been thinking about somebody a lot today. wonder if he still thinks about me. hmmm. ever think about that- people from your past, and you say, "i wonder if they are thinking about me right now, too" but you'll never know because they're in your past and will remain so. ah, thoughts far too deep for a friday night.
family yard sale's tomorrow. gonna make some money, man. i could use some money. really, i could. all my paychecks are for like $20 bucks. methinks it may take a while to earn back all the cash i spent on prom at this rate. i'm psyched for the summer though. i actually like my job. i don't dread going there at all, like i did at last year's poopy job (even though i made $.50 more). no grungy, unidentifiable goo spilling over your hands. yay!
i watched american beauty today, mom rented it. i hadn't known what i thought of it when i saw it the first time. it had just sorta freaked me out. but, reflecting, i realized what an amazing film it is. so, i watched it again.
rex is doing very well(c: he's a hungry doggy again. what a cutie.
why is nobody online tonight? you seriously tellin' me i'm the only one hanging out alone tonight? sheesh. dat's a bit haaa'sh.
pet peeve: not having parental permission to do much at all. there is some huge party going on tonight. i don't think i would want to go, since the girl putting it on irritates me and all of her little friends as well. but i would like to know that if i wanted to go, i could. boohoo, i will get over this. i will break free of this sheltered life next year starting in august or september and i will completely freak out. huh. i'm gonna be 17 when i go into college. huh. september 7th, however... magical day of responsiblity becomes reality. this is such a dorky entry. if you e-mail me and verify this, i won't be mad at you (for long).
there are some stupid shows on at this hour. eek.
for a good laugh: listen to the song "Why Is It" from Sagat. perhaps the funniest thing i've heard in months.