just another silly wednesday
17:58:13 - 2000-04-26
i'm pissing myself off here. i REALLY need to get out of this mood. almost killed myself again today. and malackey. and sarah. woohoo, eventful day, yes. he wasn't psycho like everyone said he is. fortunately he was in a good mood for us. i nearly crashed into a tree. and into oncoming traffic. thank god for those snazzy lil' brakes on the instructors' side, aye? yipee kiyay kiyo. i'm cold. sitting by the window. boohoo.
sarah's doing really great with her first NHS project- a blood drive. i'd give blood sarah, i really would. but i'm just too freaked out by the concept of it. not being steady for a while - not having control over myself for any period of time, freaks me out. you'll have your bro there with you. you'll be ok.
i think i gave karie the mad fish disease. ha. i apologize for that though, i know it's horrible. i haven't really talked to you in a while karie. i'm glad we work at the same place, at least we know that sometimes we'll be together. cuz we go together, like ramalamalama, di-dip-di-dee-ding-dee-dong. ha...i'm just so funny today. i'm a riot. blech.
grrr why is napster so slow lately? mom wants some toni braxton song. chop chop! c'mon, you gotta be faster than that. my foot itches so insanely bad, what is up with this?!
did anything else happen today? hmmm...oh, mom called andrea's bridal. ooooh my god, okay their side of the story is that they called and left a message about a week ago. methinks NO! my mom is always home and if they'd called, she would have known. so screw them. my fitting is tomorrow night at 7. i drive tomorrow from 2-5. add dinner and homework into the equation. can you make my life a little busier? this is so weird, i had virtually no life before and now i'm doing something nearly everyday. ple! damn the man, megan. damn damn damn. if i could just play hookie for one day...go somewhere out-of-state. definitely would not drive myself, however. no, no. that would be a bad decision if i do plan on turning 17 someday. and i know you all feel the same, because if i departed too soon, you would all say, "hey, what happened to that girl with the goooo'geous diary?"
i'm so boring right now, hehe. i disgust myself lately. complain complain complain.
on a really cool note, in band we got music today. we're playing songs from the musical CATS. it's fun music!!! what a concept, hey hey hey(c;